Sigh...
Am suddenly all depressed. One friend just had good news to share, but it was of the relationship kind, and just for what it is, makes me all wibbly. And then mentioned something that made me feel that much worse. Didn't mean too, just did. I make all this effort to still be friends with him, and then this...it feels like he's stealing my friends from me. It's probably not at all true...but that's what it *obscenitity starting with f and ending with ing* feels like. And another friend (who must remain nameless for privacy's sake) was telling me that her husband is bipolar, and won't stay in the hospital, and she just looked so... I don't know...in pain.
I hate winter. The sun went away again. I miss Carly, and Laura (g.). Especially laura, as carly will be back in a few days, but who knows when I'll see laura again. I'm weaker without her.
Gah. Rain, go away.
