WELL.
I'm feeling very emotional lately. Last night I was lying in bed, reading a book. Just a normal book for me, nothing terribly exciting. A good, fun book, but not something I'm going to run around recommending to people. Anyway. It ended on a hopeful, happy note, only a very little bittersweet. Just a bit bitter. And I burst into tears. I was sitting on my bed, sobbing, "why am I *hiccough* crying? why the fuck am I *gulp* crying? *sigh* *hiccup*" It was silly. So I used all that sentimenatity to get started on a little project that I'm doing...because I'm leaving all my friends in about 3 weeks.
And then today, I was sitting in front of the television, catching the last 5 minutes of Boy Meets World. And they were being ridiculously sappy. And I'm sitting there going "This is crap." And all of a sudden I'm crying again.
So I dunno. It's not like I'm sad about anything (other than the fact that someone whose name has too many z's doesn't love me anymore), I just keep crying.
I think it's that I have a certain amount of tears that I need to get through each month, and this month I haven't used them up. And I feel like I'm wasting them. SO! Let's have a cry over nothing fest!
Anyway. I'm sitting here watching a dvd of ben fold live. (which, apparently, will not play in our dvd player...only in the new computer. go figure) He's playing Tiny Dancer, and he's got the elton john glasses on, and it's so pretty and wonderful, and he keeps pausing, looking up at the crowd, and making this absolutely ridiculous face... :0...that I guess is an imitation of elton john. it's great. I'm SO glad we went to see him. He's amazing.
AHAH! Song for the Dumped. GREAT for screaming along with when you're, yanno, upset at being dumped.
(so you said you wanted to slow things down some, have some space...well fuck you too! and i wish i hadn't bought you dinner, right before you dumped me on your front porch! you bitch)
When we saw him, he did half of it in japanese...and all of it in a minor key. it was great.
Anyway. More later, I'm sure.
