SUCK.
Well, not really I suppose. There are just so many of them! How does one just choose?
(heheh, if only it were that easy)
yeah. So the midi is officially history *breaths a sigh of relief*. This is a good thing because I was never comfortable with the idea of him being all military. Yanno. Now the problem...scary sophomore boys who are really really nice and make mixed cds and give pretty flowers and compliments and have good conversations...and have REALLY bad reputations. What do I do? And he could totally just want to be friends, which would be awesome, but I've heard bad things about him - like all girls should stay away. Damn.
And then there's the boy I think I like, who's got a girl back home. That he'll be faithful to.
And then there's that boy that I'm friends with, who's awesome....and then whenever I see him late at night (drinking or not) he's all over me (and every other girl!) but I don't do anything about it because he's fucking BEAUTIFUL. And I'm not about to turn down a cuddle with the hottest boy in the freshman class...especially because I know and like and trust him not to take advantage. Of course, I feel guilty about whatever girl he's spending time with officially....if anyone asks I was drunk. ; )
And then there's the sophomore who tried to seduce me. And the creep who I thought was a nice guy who was a CREEP sat. night. He was drunk, but somehow, it's just not enough of an excuse. And the really gay senior who kept coming up to me and blowing raspberries in my neck. (inspiring reallyhot!boy to blow them on my tummy. mmm)
I think I might miss Matt. : ) We did the right thing and all...but having a boyfriend kept me away from all these worries.
Sorry for the ranting. Just a little weirded out by all the attention. ; )
