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Wednesday, January 21, 2004

nightmares

So i slept really deeply last night...and fell asleep surprisingly quickly. A combination of my whining beforehand and the drugs, I'm sure. But lab let out early today, so i came back to take a nap. And I had an absolutely vicious nightmare.

It started normally. We were all going to a party at a friend of mine's house. But as the party wore on, it got dark, and i was sererated from all my friends. And then i recognize this nightmare, i've had it before. But it was particularly awful today. I was wandering around the house, looking for either my friends, or a telephone to call my mother to come get me. And then I realized that I couldn't see. And the hall looked like my house, only I knew it wasn't when the i was flipping a light switch that should have been there and it wasn't doing anything...so I was really scared that I would fall down a flight of stairs, or off a balcony that I was sure was there somewhere. So then I was at a table, and daniela was there, and she was obviously drunk or drugged or something. She was lying on top of this guy, but then she saw me, and got up, and was like, Laura? And I was like, no, Emma. And then she left. And the guy she had been lying on, got up and tried to molest me. And I freaked out and started screaming no, and waving my hands, but I was drugged too or something, and it was coming out really weak, and I was so scared. And then the dream went on with me finding some man and his son who'd been in an art class with me (not really) and begging for a ride home. So he said he would, only he had to drop something off somewhere first. And so I got in the car, and then it started getting scary again. And then Laura walked in the door, and I woke up. Thank god.