was a bit of a let down.
The good parts: jello shots (mmm, jello), meeting boy's friend Jason, flirting with the boy while tipsy, having good girl talk with anna
The bad parts: one of my friends breaking up with her boy, hitting the maryland ave party at Munters house (which was smoke-filled and crowded and giving off bad vibes), the boy letting louise give him hits while already drunk in munters' room, and then getting really sick.
Things that are making me wibbly right now: the amount of homework I'm putting off doing, the basketball 2 on 2 tournament that I said I would do that I don't want to, the paper topic I have to turn in tomorrow, the fact that the boy still doesn't feel well, the fact that I'm not feeling 100% because I didn't sleep well last night (my own fault for napping from 7 to 10pm), the applications that I want to fill in for a job next year, the fact that I don't know what kind of financial aid I'm going to get, bekah's love life, alyssa's love life, anna's love life, my own love life, the primaries, the absentee ballot that still hasn't been delievered, the fact that I'm old enough to be worried about this stuff, spring break.
What I really want to do: Go get the last Margaret Atwood book, that I've been saving for a bad day, and just lie down and read it.
What I'm going to do: Put shorts on, go get demolished in basketball, then do homework for hours, and talk to my parents about jobs.
"Make me angel that flies from Montgomery. Make me a poster of an old rodeo. Just give me one thing that I can hold on to. To believe in this living is just a hard way to go."
