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Saturday, May 29, 2004

music: Anna's Mix, which is AMAZING

So everything is well. I miss the not!boy in a proper and healthy way, I'm about to go on a bike ride, and I had a lovely talk with big!laura last night. Also, saw and LOVED pulp fiction. awesome movie. can't believe i never saw it before.

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

ahhaha, let's do it again

I feel like I may do this same survey every time it comes around. But that's okay, you love me anyway. Right?

LAYER ONE
-- Name: Emma
-- Birthdate: July 14, 1985
-- Birthplace: Teaneck, NJ
-- Current Location: the 'meadow!
-- Eye Color: Brown (a nice brown, i think)
-- Hair Color: light brownish
-- Height: 5'3 and a bit
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Cancer

LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Why do you want to know? I'm half German (gaaaaaaaarman)1/4 Slovak, 1/4 English, Irish, that sort of deal
-- The shoes you wore today: my very favorite, perfect sneakers. *hearts*
-- Your weakness: the internet, boys who pay attention to me
-- Your fears: being stuck babysitting forever...
-- Your perfect pizza: my mother's onion and pepper pizza. with the peppers picked off.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: figure out what I want to do with my life...

LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: *snorts*
-- Your thoughts first waking up: shit!
-- Your best physical feature: i really like my hands, and ears. some people have told me that i have a nice ass. i wouldn't know about that though.
-- Your bedtime: on a school night? 12:30. otherwise, by 2 usually.
-- Your most missed memory: i don't understand this question. i'm missing a memory?

LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: ew
-- Single or group dates: single. well. group can be okay. depends on the group
-- Adidas or Nike: neither
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: yuck
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: italian cream soda!

LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: definitely not.
-- Cuss: you mean swear? all the time.
-- Take a shower everyday: nope
-- Have a crush(es): no. sorry alex.
-- Do you think you've been in love: sometimes
-- Want to go to college: definitely. i miss it like CRAAAZY
-- Want to get married: yes. within the next year. sorry alex.
-- Believe in yourself: of course!
-- Get motion sickness: in the car
-- Think you're attractive: sometimes. sometimes I think i'm horrible too. it all depends.
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Get along with your parents: always
-- Like thunderstorms: yes. they make me happy. especially lightning.
-- Play an instrument: the piano sorta.

LAYER SIX: In the past month have you...
-- Drank alcohol: yes. REALITY!
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: define "Sex"
-- Gone to the mall: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreo: nope
-- Eaten sushi: eww
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Gone skating: no, unfortunately. hey, alex, didn't you promise me ice-skating?
-- Made homemade cookies: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: nope
-- Stolen anything: nope

LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: i don't think so...
-- If so, was it mixed company: blank
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yup. well, maybe not extremely
-- Been caught "doing something": depends on what you mean by that. i've been caught doing stuff withe someone, if that what that means.
-- Been called a tease: not seriously
-- Gotten beaten up: no. except in basketball
-- Shoplifted: only by accident
-- Changed who you were to fit in: yes. only not to fit in exactly. to attract someone.

LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: *shrug*
-- Numbers and Names of Children: at the moment, I definitely don't want any.
-- Describe your dream wedding: just us and the justice of peace. and then a rocking party.
-- How do you want to die: not alone <-- what he said
-- Where you want to go to college: ST JOHN's
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: happy
-- What country would you most like to visit: that I haven't been to? england. that I have? italy again. to florence, or rome

LAYER NINE: In opposite sex...
-- Best eye color: oh, i can't answer these.
-- Best hair color:
-- Short or long hair: except this one...i like hair long enough to ruffle and run my fingers through. but not long enough to look annoying or effeminate
-- Height: tall
-- Best weight: 172 pounds. exactly. heheh
-- Best articles of clothing: pants
-- Best first date location: chasement! or dinner.
-- Best first kiss location: the ocean

LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: just alcohol
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: i dunno. i guess i trust a lot of people...
-- Number of CDs that I own: not including burned, maybe 50
-- Number of piercings: none
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: some...
-- Number of scars on my body: 3 that i can think of
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: i never know how to answer this one.

LAYER ELEVEN
-- What do you most like about your body?: didn't i answer this one? i like my hands. and my breasts, actually.
-- And least: thighs, neck
-- How many fillings do you have?: none!
-- Do you think you're good looking?: on good days
-- Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: certain boys do. other boys don't. girls tend to tell me that I'm cute
-- Do you look like any celebrities?: i don't think so
-- Fav. Band/Singer/Performer/Composer: at the moment, Martin Sexton
-- Movie you could watch forever: there isn't one
-- Fav. book?: oh, no fair. at the moment, my fav author is Margaret Atwood
-- Inanimate object you'd hate to live without: computer, definitely. and poohbear (funny story. Until second semester this year, I'd never spent a night without pooh bear. was beginning to think I couldn't...)
-- TV show you cant stand: the Real World
-- Random fact about you: I don't like the movie Sabrina (the audrey hepburn one)

Saturday, May 22, 2004

dream

Okay, so of course, I was back in Annapolis. I was walking somewhere, by myself, and there was this tree. And underneath it, I dug, and uncovered another seed. I decided to dig it up, and bring it closer to campus with me, so that it would grow tall, and then Anna and I could live there. (Don't ask me why we could have lived in a tree)
So I was in the middle of doing this when Lisa came up and brought me back to campus with her to go to a waltz. Mr Schulman came up in the middle of it, and came and sat down with us, and talked about how he was petitioning the school to change the policy they were considering...that no student would be allowed to leave the campus. I agreed with him that the policy would be wrong and detrimental, but he was definitely holding back some really vital information from me.
Then, some people brought him flyers about apartments off campus that would be available next year, and he gave them to me. One of the people was Natalie Rinn, and she said her apartment was really close (and she pointed right across the street, where there was an apartment building), and a good size for 2 and cheap, but that it was really really hot all the time. I went across the street by myself, and climbed up to the third floor, and inspected one of the apartments, and it was perfect. I figured we could just leave the windows open. I was just leaving when Lisa came and found me, and was like, come look at an apartment with me, and I was like, but I just did. She insisted, and asked for 85 cents to open the door. I asked why, and she didn't answer, just wrapped her hair around the door knob, and opened it like that. I was confused. Then, we were walking down the hall, and I walked past this guy coming out of one of the rooms, and then I turned back and realized it was Dave. I stopped, and was like, wow! What are you doing here, without telling me? And he looked sheepish, and shrugged. Then two guys came out of the apartment, and he introduced me to them. One of them was like, OH, you're EMMA, I've heard about you. And I said, yes, I am that exulted person. And he laughed. I asked Dave what he was doing in Annapolis, and he didn't give me a straight answer. Then I asked one of the guys whose room he was staying in, and he said something about a music tour. This whole time I was wishing that it was not Lisa with me (since she knows Dave) but Anna or Alex, because I wanted them both to meet Dave. I particularly wanted Alex to be there, so I could be like, this is my boyfriend! (because he's so gorgeous and manly looking, obviously) And it was really hot in the apartment. So I woke up and took my sweatshirt off. YAY. It was funny dream, and nice how I found the (almost) perfect apartments for Anna and I to live in. ; )

In other news, I am still tired, and I don't really want to socialize. I think maybe I'm burned out. I was extremely social all year, and only very rarely alone, but I didn't mind too much...and now I think I'm being hit by the deficit of Emma Time. However, despite my extreme anti-social urges, I do want to hang out with people, ie, Lisa and Carly, who I promised to call. I guess I will. ;)



ETA: Just so there's no confusion...the gorgeous one is alex. ; )
Also, I want to make it even more clear that when I mention my anti-social urges, that does not mean that I don't want to hang out/talk to you/anyone. Nor does it mean that you should go home, or not call me or whatever. it just means that i'll be grouchy. and hopefully you all can deal with that. be strong!

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

meh

sorry I haven't updated in so long. yes, I am home. yes, I made it safely. I've been really busy so far, with little time to spend on the computer, but as my dad is bringing the internet card home today (hopefully!), I'll have internet through my laptop (*misses the laptop*), and will be on more often. If you missed me. ;)

in other news, I've been babysitting, like i'll be doing ALL summer. meh

Thursday, May 13, 2004

going home

Last Seminar of the year.

I am all packed up, and off to Alex's house for the evening (after seminar and seminar party). I will be back in the 'meadow around 5:00 tomorrow.

St. John's, I love and will miss you. Thank you for an AMAZINGLY AWESOME year. I couldn't ask for anything more.

*is filled with love*

Monday, May 10, 2004

dude

What happened to blogger!

Also, should I leave my enetation comments behind, and hope on the blogger-comment bandwagon? Lisa, what do you think?

In more personal news, I have a week left at school. I am super busy, tired, stressed out about housing and packing, but the weather is nice. I thought I wouldn't want to leave, but I think I'm looking forward to being in the real world again. And to seeing you longmeadowites. Probably, a few weeks into summer, I'll wish I was back in this parallel universe again, but it can't be helped. Such is life.

Also, I think I've had too much sun this weekend. It's making me kinda cranky.