In the grand tradion of I think Lisa and Carly, I'll make a first snow post. Obviously, this is not the first snow of the year here in massachusetts, but it's the first i've seen. Alex says it's snowing hard in annapolis too. So that counts.
It's very pretty. I always forget how pretty. I drove home early tonight instead of partying...mostly so my mum wouldn't worry. (I'm glad I did, driving was awful...the road was very slippery...I haven't ever really slid out before tonight...thankfully it didn't last long, the tires found traction, and nothing bad happened) But also because I'm feeling a little disconnected from Longmeadow. I'm looking forward to spending time with carly and lisa and other close close friends...but I had no desire to go to dave's for a party. i wanted to be back at st john's, at the party i went to on wednesday, i think. (hey coy, do you still read this? if you do, that was an awesome party. even though the attendees were not really my particular group of friends, i enjoyed them, and the party, immensely. is <- that 'e' in the right place?)
eh. i read Anne of the Island instead. a good trade. :)
my room is cold because our window doesn't close all the way.
i'm tired, but i had a good cry and now I feel better.
i wish I were at the waltz party, but it just didn't work out that way.
as for the good news, i love singing christmas carrolls (how on earth is that spelled?) at the top of my lungs, without the words, and out of key, with anna and meg and mary. there's really nothing i'd rather do.
"to believe in this living is just a hard way to go"
