Fond Farewells

So today I had to say goodbye to Sabina's boys. Henning gave me a kiss and Ollie a big hug. Basti went to bed when I told him to, which is a pretty big goodbye present, I suppose. It was sad to think that if I see them again (which I might, i guess), Henning will be older and will no longer remember me. Because that's what happens. It's happened to me before. Oh well.

Also today, I diddled around on the piano for a few minutes, and now feel at least a little refreshed in time for the music theory of sophomore year. Gah. So old.

Last night we watched The Dark Crystal. It sucked big. I can't even compare it to Labyrinth. Even forgetting that The Dark Crystal does not have David Bowie, and his infinite sexiness.

The night before that we went to Dave's, for one of his big bash type things. Lisa has a good description of that. I tried to talk to the same people that I always tried to talk to in HS, but didn't get too far. I did try though. I really did. I had fun talking loudly about SEX with Amira, as usual. *hearts* It's weird, but I always forget how much I miss her.
And lisa is right to compare it to the OLDen Parties. Before I started dragging her to them, that is. And oddly enough, the dave thing felt the same way that it always did. And by always, I mean before we ever got together, before I got really intense about him. Back when it was just a crush on a friend. And more than any residual longing for him, I was sad. I think because it felt like back in (gosh) late 1999. But then I had hope for this glorious future for us. And now, all I had hope for regarding him was that he'd be awed by my poise and beauty. (which, I'm sure, he was) Meh. did have fun at the party though. I felt at once old and nostalgic, and young and stupid. ;)

In other news, have revealed my scandelous fandom past to the not!boy. He took it well. No fainting, no disowning. So far, so good.
Also, am going to the beach on Friday, and will see the not!boy there! Am v. v. excited. In fact, am worried, because I can picture him there so clearly, that either he will never show up, or it will be absolutely awful. Because that's what happens. *sigh*

*double sigh* Miss the not!boy very much. Am worried that we'll get back, and he'll realize that he doesn't want me anymore, since he did without me all summer, and that will be it. *sadness*

But how could that happen? As I am as beautiful and amazing as I was when I left school, if not MORE so.